Yet Another Poem

I used to be so sweet, so calm
The world wrapped safely in my palm
I didn't know and needn't care
As long as I knew that you'd care
Naiveté will last so long
Your sheltered feelings boiled strong
You got a rise right out of me
I had nowhere else to flee
I broke down, succumbed to tears
Fell deeper among all my fears
I knew it would be coming soon
Pain predictable as noon
Then anger wrapped me in its chains
I lost control and went insane
You watched and waited stupidly
The brush of your hand was all I'd need
Difficult to soothe, impossibly tamed
You chose not to play this game
While I got through this on my own
You tried to gauge how far I'd grown
I hate to say you ruined me
I choose my words so carefully
But one thing that I can't deny
I'd be so different had you tried
I've changed and grown so rapidly
And all from what you did to me
Now it's over, now it's done
And all the words under the sun
Can't change the what or change the how
And I didn't see it up until now